Dear Mash Up,
I have found myself in a very tricky situation with my cousin. We grew up close so it was not unusual for us to spend the night at each other’s houses.
We are both young adults now, but we have been inseparable since we were kids. We are the same age, and we were basically playmates growing up. However, the nature of our relationship changed a few years ago, when we played a game of truth or dare with some friends.
My cousin’s best friend dared him to kiss his me, which was so weird but we both went along with it for the sake of the game. Everyone was pretty cool about it, but for some reason I couldn’t get the feel of his lips and the freshness of his breath out of my mind.
I started lusting so hard. I needed at least one kiss, where he would stick his tongue inside my mouth. We could talk about anything, and I tested the waters by jokingly teasing him afterwards that he seemed to enjoy kissing his cousin with his “nasty self”. He responded with an inviting smirk.
I don’t remember exactly how it happened, but two weeks later we were watching a movie late at night. He shifted closer to me on the sofa and I glimpsed his engorged penis through his shorts, and for some reason, a strange and deep lust seemed to take over me.
It was like electricity moving up and down my body. I can’t remember the details of how I did it, but all I know is that I just moved closer and I couldn’t resist any longer.
I found my lips on his lips and I pressed my body against his so hard. The devil took us over that night because we both lost control.
We were both virgins and we lost our innocence that night because we did not sleep for a second. We spent the night exploring each other. We did everything!
That first time was so awkward to be honest but we began watching p*rn frequently and kept trying new things in bed until we both got addicted. We’ve been going on like this for a little over a year.
I recently missed my period and have since found out that I am pregnant for my cousin. It feels like the world around us is crumbling. We have no idea how to tell our parents!
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